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Should I tell people the truth when they ask ” Did she suffer,I hope she didn’t suffer?” I know they want me to say “No, she didn’t suffer, she went peacefully.” But that is not the truth. I tried my best to give her a “good death.” Now I don’t even know if that is possible unless you go quickly. What difference does it make now if she suffered or not, if she was here I think she would say, “Everything is fine.” She was good at saying what she thought you wanted to hear. She knew how to keep secrets. I didn’t learn that from her, I don’t know how to say what I think you want to hear. I don’t know how to keep secrets.